New (not really) Release and Updates

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All Evelyn Kent wanted was the perfect Christmas tree. All Arjun wanted was someone who could love him, despite his true identity. Together, this Christmas will be one they’ll never forget.

Soo…new release! Not really. This was a short story I wrote for my then publisher, but it never got the exposure I wanted it to, so when rights reverted back to me last year, I decided I wanted to release this via Kindle. It’s free on Amazon until Wednesday or so, so make sure to pick it up before it goes back up to 99 cents!

Updates: I’m working on another short story called Kiss the Night and hope to get it released by the 22nd of this month. Kiss the Night is actually a prequel to Waiting for Darkness, featuring a two hundred year old Tanith, or Lydia as she was known back then. After running from the British forces for whom she harbors no affection, she is “rescued” by a militia captain by the name of Joshua Miller and this 10k short is pretty much about their one night together and then the subsequent “farewell”. I’m not going to kid you: this particular chapter in Tanith’s life is not…pleasant, but at the very least you’ll see why she considers herself a monster and loses all remaining vestiges of her humanity before she meets Jamison five years before the events of Waiting for Darkness. Or rather, I hope you’ll see. Kiss the Night is…ah, I don’t even know. But the American Revolutionary War has always been a topic near and dear to me for a long time and I really, really wanted to write a book set in that particular time period, so Kiss the Night is that book for me. Okay, short story.

BITE, the actual sequel of Waiting for Darkness is at the 25k mark and I hope to get it released by the end of June. Before BITE comes out, though, I have another short story coming out about a young police officer ends up falling for the spectral resident of her new home, although it is currently nameless at the moment.

So yeah, that’s about it. Lots of writing to do, and I’m about to do just that now.

Being Too Busy + Excerpt of Kiss the Night!

Hello all!

Currently I am working on a crapload of things.

#1: The third book of the Centennial City series. This book is tentatively titled Wake the Demon and is the next chapter in the Eve/Vincent story. This is a direct sequel to Blood Wish and I’m about halfway finished with the first draft. I expect this to be a late July, early August release.

#2: The prequel to Waiting for Darkness. This is actually a short story, novelette kind of story involving Tanith and the American Revolutionary War, which is a historical topic near and dear to me, so I’m very excited about this. This is going to be anywhere from 10-15k and I expect this particular story to hit the internet shelves closer to the end of this month. I will post up the first couple of raw, unedited pages at the end of this post.

#3: The sequel to Waiting for Darkness. I was about 3/4 of the way through the first draft when I kind of came up against a weird problem. Continuance issues and all…so I am having to re-plot the whole darn thing and start from scratch. I was hoping to get BITE out on Amazon by the end of this month but that no longer seems feasible. I’m hoping for a late June/early July release, but I’ll be more certain as I get closer to the end of the book.

Okay, so it’s only three writing projects, but due to the sizes of 1 and 3, it seems like I’m a lot busier than I really am. >.> Or maybe I really am that busy and I just don’t know it. Or, you can just take a look at my current workspace and decide that for yourself. LOL.

a sign of a messy genius? hardly!

a sign of a messy genius? hardly!

Anyways, that’s enough from me. I’ll leave you with the beginning of Kiss the Night!

“Miss, please, we must leave!”

Most of the villagers of Ashcroft had left and a strange silence fell over the hamlet just three day’s ride west from Philadelphia.

Riya’s face gleamed like ebony under the flickering candlelight as she tugged at my sleeves. “Everyone’s gone already!”

I stared out the window, fingers clenched into the soft curtains, unwilling to believe those lights outside could possibly be torches. “I refuse to run away like a bitch with its tail between her legs.”

“But we’ll be killed!”

Everyone heard stories of the savage Indians who had taken to scalping the farmers venturing too far from the relative safety of others.

I would have liked to see a blood-covered Indian take my scalp.

At the mere thought of it, I felt my fangs elongate. “You may run, if you wish. But I am staying here. I fear nothing.”

She paused, her hands loosening. “But…but…”

I schemed, cheated, stole, whored for everything I had and I’d be thrice damned before I let my home burn to the ground. “Get out! Get out if you’re too scared to face them!”

Admittedly, it wasn’t fair.

After all, Riya was just a human. What could a single human do against the entire British Army and marauding blood thirsty Indians?

On second thought…perhaps I had something in common with the local tribes, after all. “But…”

I let her see my fangs. “Go!”

Her face contorted in painful indecision, she was still for a moment and then with her hands clenched deep into her skirts, she rustled out of the drawing room, her slippers echoing on the wooden parquet floors.
And in the end, she was the most loyal of them all.

I lost all of my other servants in the mad exodus by the other villagers, but Riya had stayed by my side.

Stayed until we could see the flickers of lights in the forest, stayed until we could hear the sounds of a thousand feet pounding on the dirt road, stayed until we could feel the tremors of the approaching supply wagons underneath our feet.

In the distance, the front door slammed and the stately two-story building was plunged into silent darkness.

  Still, the troops must have been in a hurry. To travel in darkness was not an easy task, and yet they did it, so easily.

Truly the King’s Army was a force to be reckoned with.

I could leave. Run through the forest and hide in a hole at sunrise. That was, of course, assuming I could find or make a hiding spot where the light could not penetrate.

But the idea of being discovered during the day was enough to make me shudder.

I wasn’t old enough to stand being under the sun for more than a few seconds and the discovery would be sure to end my life a second time.

The last time.

Stay or go?

The sound of horses drifted through the open window and I drew away, hand at my throat, completely flummoxed.

A scouting party.

Of course, those on horses would come to Ashcroft sooner.

It was possible I could eliminate them one by one, but if the main army ever found me, lead bullets or no, the simple matter of a thousand bullets tearing my body in half would kill me.

No. I couldn’t stay.

I no longer had a choice. I was never much of a fighter; I could start over. I would hate every moment of it, but at least I was still alive.

Survival was the most important thing of all.

The numbers

An interesting idea…

is what occurred to me this weekend.

Traditionally, from what I could see, erotic paranormal romance had always sold very well in the ebook market. I don’t have the figures available at the moment, but from what I could tell, romance always sold very well for debut authors. In short, if you’re a starting author with zero fanbase, you’re going to want to write romance. Not crime. Not nonfiction. Not a memoir. Not sure about the first time numbers for fantasy writers…

My sale numbers for Invincible have passed by Waiting for Darkness by a large margin. A surprising turn of events, and not something I could have possibly anticipated.

So…now I’m kind of stuck. Do I bow to public reaction and ditch the sequel for Waiting for Darkness and dash back into Ran and Jason’s story?

…I didn’t think I’d be jumping back into their lives anytime soon >.>

In which I exhibit my love for rageface

Invincible is…aaaahhhhh. The thing is, I completely forgot. I had three different files for this particular project secreted on different parts of my HD and then when I went to upload the file on Amazon, I ended up uploading the wrong one.

rage-rage

Of course, I’m a dumbass and was not aware of this until a friend of mine who bought the book sent me an email saying “Did you edit this book?”

Of which I said, “Bitch, you bet!”

And then she replied, “No. You didn’t.”

So I went and bought my own book and read it.

misc-jackie-chan

After the eleventh page, I think I started to cry. I KID.

I didn’t cry, but I did want to shoot myself in the face. I did the next best thing and banged my head on the desk for a minute or two, thinking “AAAHHHHHHIAMSOSTOOOOOPIDDDDD”.

The new edition is uploaded now, so for those folks who couldn’t get past the first chapter due to the terrible, terrible first-draft writing, please re-download the book. You should be able to do that through Manage Your Kindle on Amazon. I apologize so much for the inconvenience and I promise to be much better about this when Bite is released.

ANYWAYS…BITE IS HALFWAY FINISHED.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

In this chapter of Blood Martyr, Tanith will reap the full repercussions of Waiting for Darkness. If you’ve read WfD, a lot happened, of which I can’t mention because of spoilers alerts…I think. Needless to say, I’d like to think BITE will be the beginning of the soul-searching Tanith will have to do in order to figure out if she’s really a monster or not.

Oh and I introduce a few more characters. Just so there’s no confusion, Tanith’s story actually takes place in Centennial City, but her story is separate…if that makes any sense? Basically the Centennial City series is a collection of stories about the various people who inhabit this 5 million population metropolis. So, there’s no guarentee that I will revisit Eve/Vincent or Ran/Jason’s story. I might, but for now, I’m kind of satisfied with where they are.

On the other hand, Tanith’s story will continue and that is why I had her story in its own series.

Also, I just wanted to mention “Kissing Darkness” in the Midnight Seduction anthology by Evernight Publishing is ALSO set in the Centennial City universe and Eve and the whole gang make an appearence. Kissing Darkness is the story of Willa and Pax. One’s a demon hunter, the other is an incubus.

Just in case you didn’t figure out, I have a penchant for writing about archenemies who find they have more in common than they thought or hoped.

Right. >.> I’ve got to get started writing BITE. Hope to have it done within the next two weeks to meet its May 5th release date.

Here goes nothing!

When it’s over…start it all over again!

I don’t think there is such thing as “I’M DONE” for a writer. Unless, I don’t know. You’re the guy JD Salinger who didn’t even stop writing…he just stopped writing novels.

INVINCIBLE was tough, towards the later half. I don’t know why. It languished in my WIP folder for a couple of weeks unwritten, unlooked at, and I tried not to think about it, which was easy to do. But every time I opened up my WIP folder, it would sit there, taunting me.

“Yeah… you haven’t finished with me yet….nyah nyah nyah…”

I swear, if INVINCIBLE had been a typewritten work, I would’ve thrown the whole damn pile in the fire at that point and picked up basket weaving or something, never to type another word again.

But then I remind myself…”What the hell? I keep thinking that at every 3/4 quarters of every damn book I’ve ever written.”

So I guess that’s why I go through the torture all over again.

Speaking of which, I’m working on BITE, the next book in Tanith’s story. It’s…uh…interesting. Introducing a new character called Nicolai who, uh, seems kind of droolworthy. I think he’s a remnant of my teen obsession with the Russian figure skater, Ilia Kulik. >.> OMG, HE WAS CUTE.

Anyways, I was putting together all my TO-BE-COMPLETE wips together and I realized that I’ve got enough to write for this year. They’re all up in my future releases, although I’m not too sure about Next To You as I’ve got a bunch more WIPs that are further progressed. On the other hand, I really want to write a straight contemp YA/NA book. My Enemy doesn’t count because it’s basically a girl-with-guns story and the hero is a total jackass.

/sigh

I think that’s enough rambling from me. I plan on finishing the first draft of BITE by the end of this month and then taking a few weeks to edit/proot/whathaveyou.

>.> HUNGRY.

 

INVINCIBLE FINISHED

The first draft should’ve been finished about half a year ago. It was a hell of a ride, but the story is down and now I’m kind of sad it’s over. Well, I’m not said about writing The End, but I kind of lived with INVINCIBLE for about a year now (not counting the couple of months I couldn’t even stand to stare at it’s half-written state) and now that it’s over, there’s a strange emptiness inside me. I’ve been thinking about Jason, Ran, and Ryder for so long that now that that particular story is finished, I’m feeling kind of bereft, like a child who’s just lost her favorite teddy bear. Not entirely sure what to think or do.

Well, do, okay, I know what to do. I’ve jumped straight into another half-written story called MY ENEMY, which is a light-novel estimated at around 50k words or so. I’ve already commissioned the front cover art from a great artist I found online and I’m about 25k into it. I’ve been working on it since this last weekend. Mostly, I spent last week kind of recovering from writing The End because the last 5k of INVINCIBLE kind of took a hell of a lot out of me. There’s a pretty intense fight scene at the end (totally NOT A SPOILER!) and writing it was like stabbing myself in the eyes with dull pencils. No wonder it took me the better part of a week.

But it’s finished now.

The editing is going to be hell, but I’ll actually look forward to it.

:) I do kind of miss Ran and Jason, now.

I can see your finish line from here…

I haven’t written in two days. I feel like such a slob, and I keep coming up with the dumbest excuses such as “Oh, SO’s having a hard time at work, hence also making me stressed out,” or “Ugh, too stressed, can’t do anything but watch TV” or “Eh. I’ll do it tomorrow.”

Too bad for me tomorrow comes way too soon for my own good and I’m once again left with a languishing word count that seems to be going nowhere quick.

It’s always like this when I’m in the 2/4 and 4/4 section of whatever book I’m working on. And it’s funny because I know what I’m supposed to write. There’s this big fight scene and then the springing free of the hero in distress, and then a short epilogue, a winding down of the blood and gore that kind of take front stage in the latter quarter of the book.

Easy, right?

Ah, I wish.

This is the climax and I really want to make sure I don’t make a total muddle of this. Fight scenes are, for me, a very difficult thing. I see the scenes like a movie screen and I try to capture every damn detail I can. But I’m no Wachowski or Ang Lee. Hell, I’m not even Uwe Boll.

But I do what I can. Most times, I just wish I could do it better, that’s all. I don’t know when things will get better. This is my fourth finished book and it’s not gotten any easier. If anything, it seems to get harder because I’m trying SO DAMN HARD not to repeat fight actions. Unfortunately, I’m not sure if it’s entirely unavoidable…

Wow, I just read the previous sentence and have no idea what I was trying to say.

Well, I think that’s all from me for today. I’m THISCLOSE to getting Invincible finished and I’m doing it today. I’m at the local coffeehouse with a cup of cafe au lait, Spotify in my ears, and such a tenuous connection to the internet, it’s a surprise I can post this at all.

See you on the other side.

 

It came. It saw. I was left disappointed.

The snow, I mean. Ironic that we should get over half a foot of snow in the first week of March, but there you have it. It’s been unusually dry this year in Chicago, so we took whatever we could get and we’re grateful for it.

But JAYSUS. If you’re going to snow, you might as well pull the same shit you pulled back in February 2011. Now THAT was a snowstorm. I think we got about two feet of snow and SO was snowed in at work. That he worked at a hotel is irrelevant. I think.

So…back to putting my nose to the grind. Daytime job makes me want to cry from time to time, but most people leave me alone and I suppose I have to take it for what it is. (That did not make any sense, but bear with me, I’m still kind of asleep…)

INVINCIBLE is still going strong, although I’m starting to get the feeling that the release date might get pushed back to yet a couple more weeks. Kind of discouraging, considering that it was supposed to reach the public in November and then I hit a MAJOR roadblock.